"And when he had given thanks, he broke it and said, "This is my body, which is for you; do this in remembrance of me." 1 Corinthians 11:24 (NIV)"
So we broke the bread and dipped it in the grape juice. And as the bread moved slowly to our mouths we thought about Jesus, what He did for us, where we would be without Him, and what we could do for Him. And slowly I set the piece of unleavened bread into my mouth. It was the first thing that I had eaten in over 30 hours.
Forgiveness never tasted so sweet.
Throughout the day we had been setting up tables and chairs in the church. And due to the fact that I am part of a congregation of about 30,000 people (Someone should check me on that) the setting up took most of the afternoon. An amazing band led worship. Simply put, it was beautiful.
Something about hungry voices joined in song, praising the One who gave us everything...
Bear with me people, this may be one of those posts that's on the long side.
Earlier today I woke up around 7 am (thats pretty early for a Saturday morning) and got ready to go to a Bible Quiz Meet. For those of you who don't know about Bible Quizzing I'll try to explain the basics to you: A bunch of teenagers study one (or two sometimes more if their short) book(s) of the Bible every year. Each month we go to a Quiz Meet where questions are asked on a specific part of the material. The teenagers are all separated into teams of four or less. The teams face each other to get points for the questions about the book of the bible that they are studying. Like a game show. Get it? Ask any other "quizzer" from one of the Alliance Churches if you want a better idea of it. Or if you want the technicalities just go talk to a certain pair of twins from my church.
Anyway so at these Quiz Meets, its easy to get lost in the competition part of it. Either you become an ego maniac if you do well or a depressed loser if you do terrible (exaggerations of course). I was doing pretty terrible at one part of the quiz, which was odd because I knew my stuff, I just wasn't getting the "jump" (again ask a quizzer if you want to know more). So I was pretty down, not to mention rather hungry, when my awesome team captain came over and gave some encouragement. He was talking about the importance of God's word in his life, and how amazingly awesome it is in general. He said that he knew I knew the stuff and that was what mattered. God's Word is so important. Way more important than the priority that I give it in my life. I read my Bible everyday but I don't stop and think about how this is the actual Word of the Living God, that this is our connection with the one who created the Universe. I think about how terrible my life would be without God's word but not every day. Not on the level it deserves.
God's truth, His Word is THE most important thing in my life. Wow.
Back at the church, after we set up chairs and prepared food for the groups out doing service projects, I had the privilege of worshiping with the band; Calling Out Closer. They're a great band with amazing musical talent. The songs were fantastic and the lyrics shouted what my heart was speaking. (If that makes any sense) It was incredibly worshipful. One of the many lines int he lyrics that stood out went something like this "weakness is all I have to give" Wow. How true is that?
I have been praying for a certain girl for awhile. I was surprised to see her at the famine without her pose of friends. I was even more surprised when she went up for testimonies. God answers prayers. And does far beyond my expectations. I was so moved that I had to go up shortly after just thanking God for His goodness.
Guys, God is Good. He is so awesome. He is so powerful and this feeling that I have, God's presence in me right now, its just so HUGE. Words cannot encompass how truly wonderful my Lord is!
Change is a weird word. When we say that something changed our lives we think of it as a climax in a story, or a moment that your life revolves around. When we say that something changed our lives we mean it to be a once-in-a-lifetime kind of moment. I beg to differ.
I pray that God change me millions of times in my life. Every day that I pick up the Bible I want to feel that power course through me. I want to be changed. Every time that I see God move, I want to be changed. I don't want my life to stay the same. If I were in control of my life I would be one huge mess. But God's in control and hopefully He is getting somewhere with me. But I don't want to stand in the way of His work. Change me Lord Jesus, whatever it takes.
Funny isn't it how this post is about the 30 Hour Famine but I haven't really talked about the hunger at all. I haven't even mentioned some of the life-changing facts that I learned today. I promise I will post more on the famine on Monday but until then may God truly bless you.
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Sema